Simplicity..the possibility...
I sense the possibilities but my intuition says...it will end as it was before. Exhausted, yes I am, stranded now...
Only He knows... and to Him I'll seek again for the answer. Insya'allah.
The need to correspond escalated when His being can't succumb to slumber. Sometimes His being wonders whether it is His nudge for one to submit to this need. As every actions has its cause, stimuli that trigger the reactions in performing the actions. Either to one failure or success.
One sujud for His answer to this predicament. Will it just be filtered to the junk box ? If it does, at least His being has break her norm of contemplating. She wins.