Expectancy or Urgency ?

"And whatever the Messenger gives you, take it, and whatever he forbids you, leave it. And fear Allah: truly Allah is severe in punishment. " [Qur'an 59:7

Expectancy or Urgency. Both are the acts of anticipating the unknown. The big unknown of accepting what He gives and leave what He forbids. But we are at most gulity of taking what He forbids.Though, when say we fear Him, the Almighty. Why?

He Says...

O you who believe! seek assistance through patience and prayer; surely Allah is with the patient. (2:153)

Patience. Days of waiting not knowing, whether it will be here or there. I am anticipating all possibilities. What best for me is what will lead me to Jannah, Insya' Allah. I'm waiting patiently for His cues to lead me to the path that will lead me to His possibilities. I am so immuned of waiting not knowing. Not knowing which of His path will make me a better being.

Today's patience is tomorrow's reward.

Life has been a joyous occasion...

Life has been a joyous occasion...

Life has been a joyous occasion and till turbulence hits you then you wakes up again. The old songs and past words appear then u hear the voice in your head torment you with..."what past is past...the future is yet to be told". Only He knows. Come July...I'm back to escape from reality, to be sixteen again. Insya' allah.

Since I have been unofficially terminating myself from the blogging arena, it seems like I am losing the touch to twist my words in a manner that hides the truth of the underlying message. I shall make a comeback to "squeeze out" my creative juice.

As I've mentioned before, this year I will be engaged. Engaged to my commitment to give to those who needs it and to THEM. I hope to flee, but I shall not be selfish for now. As singlehood, is the time to give..to "squeeze out" all my love to those who wants my attention. Insya'allah.

I'm in love with HIM and that's all I need for now. HE is our beloved. The unconditional love that denies all the materialistic wants and the worldly needs. The worldly needs that blind many us. Us that denies that we avoid such needs but when the needs appear infront of us, we succumb to it.