Everything have been answered..

Those stagnant moments where my subconcious brought back those past memories and underlying questions have been answered today.

Do i feel like a daft? Yesh I do. Really do.

Everything have been answered. Everything was a joke and I am feeling like a daft.

For a moment...that "arrowed in the heart" feeling came settled in.
Painful. Yesh it was. Angry. Yesh I was. Glad. Yesh I was.

I was telling sahabat...i might feel worst if I'm still stucked here in my homeland. Now, I am leaving this country of mine. Resentment stays but possibilities will stay wide open. Insya Allah.

Will i want to cross one path? No. I may want to "grow" in other people's land.

I don't want to hear one anymore. I don't want to see one anymore. I only want to see the possibilities. Insya Allah.

HE Knows best and one day with HIS blessings a possibility will come to break away this resentment. For now, I want to reach my dream for my family betterment.

Sayonara to you. One who came to teach me about being careful. One who instilled this resentment.
But Arigato to one who will break this resentment. Insya Allah.