WHO ARE WE TO WORRY? WHO ARE WE TO FEEL DISTRESS?

Who are we to dwell on the smallest matters that are tormenting us..?

Matters such as....
LOVE
When can i meet my true love? Why am I missing him? Why I am not blissfully married now? Why can't i be in love? Why? Why? Why?...how dare we still searching for true love when HE is always there waiting for our attention and or love. HE is our true love. As HE is always here....HE will never run away...

MONEY
When can i afford a digi cam, car......and the list goes on? When can I own credit cards...? When can i own LV, Gucci, Prada...without burning my pockets?.....

PHYSICAL IMPERFECTIONS
When can i shed those extra kilos? Why are my ears too big? Why i have eyebags? Why my hair looks awful today? Why i do not look as pretty as her? Why? Why?

Are those genuine worries...ARE THOSE?!!!
Our worries....our pains...are nothing to be compared to HER...nothin, ZILCH..

WHY? bcause we still have the physical benefits to make life better for ourselves if we stop dwelling and blame HIM for our setbacks.

Read on..WHY?

Dedicate to HER,
Your nerves are not alerting you,
But you are still smiling,
Your anus is not at the created place,
But you are still smiling,
You ease through a tube that link to a bag for all to see,
But you are still smiling,
Your feet slumbers...not knowing when it will wakes up,
But you are still smiling,
Your dear one that vowed...till death do us apart...
is leaving without u knowing,
But you are still smiling,
In HIS eyes...you are not less his UMAT,
In OUR eyes...you are not less a woman, a sister, a daughter and a wife.
In MY eyes...you are my pillar for my strengths...You are my HERO.
I have promised myself to saunter under the morning sun to see you every morning.
I will. Insya Allah.

I posted this poem above twice...whenever i swayed to my emotional sinking moments...I will remember her and HIM. Insya Allah.

Who is her?
She is my 28 years old cousin. She was blissfully married for about a year till....she was diagnosed having a giant tumour growing on her spine. Numerous operations were done to extract the growing tumour. Her private parts were removed...as the tumours had infected those area. NOw, she ease using abnormal means..thru tubes and bags. She is bedridden...regular physiotherapy to gain back her gross motor ability...with hope that she will be able to walk again. But with the tubes and bag still hanging on her waist..that will always be a visual reminder for her physical imperfection.

Is her beloved one still tending to her needs? Can a husband tends to his wife when she is in pain? Can a husband still loves a woman that is not able to meet his needs...one that carries tube and bag to ease herself? Can a man loves a woman once she is not able to don herself?
This man proves that men can't. He is walking away with someone by his side. Is he a living example of all men? At this moment...or could i say period. My believe and trust for the Adams are deteriorating. It is.... To you whoever you are. If I can't trust you...I'm sorry, it is due to this living example and many others of your kind.

Today, you are healthy and physically fit to walk with hopes and dreams...Will it be the same tomorrow?
Today, the one you loves makes u smile, promise to love you endlessly..till death do us apart...Will it be the same tomorrow when you are physically imperfect for him?
Are you ready for tomorrow?