It is rather loose now...even when a minimum emotional pressure is exerting it...tears flows down readily without force. The new year has arrived yet...i am waiting to open up my life journal 2004 when 19th February comes. Will the tears valve be let loose when the time comes? O Allah...please tighthen it when the day comes.
I am missing you...you...you and her...her...I have mentioned this before, i have expressing disability. I do not have the ability just to go up to any being and say, "sayang"...or "i miss you"....unless you are below 12 years old...:). Thus, when those words are expressed in whatever means and ways....it meant..I truly meant it..not just a passing cloud.
Ones constant absence...does not mean ones obliviousness towards ones presence. I need all those beings that are dear to me. My tears valve has been on the loose...when these words are mentioned "friendship" and "communion". I have emotional disorder..oppps...:)gosh am I a sick puppy?
Saturday, January 10, 2004
My tears valve...
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