Significant dates have passed....new life...new beginning...Reformasi...

Ramadhan, Syawal, 19 Dec, 31st Dec...these significant dates and months have passed...with obvious cues with the beginning of a new life chapter ahead with no dwelling of the sinking hope...dying hope..:)

2004...will transport me to a "strange" place which I have to call home...as a stepping stone for me to reach my dream..Insya Allah...i will be a sole survivor...

Reflectionz...Year 2003 has been a learning year for me where HE has taught me lessons in life that have made me a wiser being. Wise in stating my expressive abilities...wise in contributing to decision that will affect ones dear to me...wise in aiding me to choose the one that will guide me to HIM...Insya Allah. Wise in appreciating what HE has to offer me...HIS other plans that Allhamdulillah have taken place with HIS blessing. Thank you Allah.

Every year...my resolution stays the same...always the same...as the simplicity of this resolution will not dissapoint me..."My new year resolution is to be a better ME...Better me for HIM...and for HIS Beings that are dear to me."

Aerial cues were sent...with thoughts of missing them...no replies were sent...my voice was greeted with emotionless tone...my absence will not leave any deep impression, or any remembrance to you and to them. I have learnt to see the truth and the false clearly now. Don't give false impression of my absence will be missed or be remembered...Am I harsh in stating this assumption...it hurts..yesh it does but assumptions will not be made if direct or indirect cues were being delivered...I am patiently waiting for Feb 19...I am leaving on a jet plane..dunno when i'll be back again..:)

Happy New Year...