He loves them...His Bona fide love.

2 years ago the blessed communion of his two beings were performed. Blissful journey ahead. With the thoughts of offsprings that will brighten up their lving space. Travelling was their past time. Transporting from one continent to another was their dream. But HE has other plans for them. As they have been loving HIM less. Lesser as each day gets by. But HE never fails to love them. Never fails to shower them with the worldly needs and wants that they seek.

A fall that will never be forgotten, it was a gateway to the other plan HE has for them. After 6 months of the worldly happiness that they have succumbed to, it came to an end. It was a turning point for them to realize that HE has been giving them undivided attention, but they failed to see it and feel it. But it is never too late to seek HIS love. As HE is always waiting. Waiting for our love.

It was not just an aching back. It was the beginning of HIS other plan. She was diagnosed. Diagnose of having a Giant Tumour growing at the back of her aching body. 2 years of displeasure that comes with HIS blessing. She seeks refuge at the hospital to recuperate. Everything changes. Parents that always bicker, gets closer. Elder sister that has been ignoring her presence, act as her recuperating nurse. Broken ties were mend. It was a blessing in disguise.

Now, after two years of undergoing the painful routine, she is still recuperating. At 28, she is bedridden. Only moves when aided. But her sanity, brings her closer to HIM, to us. Her pain has mend the broken ties.

Dedicate to you with love,
Your nerves are not alerting you,
But you are still smiling,
Your anus is not at the created place,
But you are still smiling,
You ease through a tube that link to a bag for all to see,
But you are still smiling,
Your feet slumbers...not knowing when it will wakes up,
But you are still smiling,
Your dear one that vowed...till death do us apart...
is leaving without u knowing,
But you are still smiling,
In HIS eyes...you are not less his UMAT,
In OUR eyes...you are not less a woman, a sister, a daughter and a wife.
In MY eyes...you are my pillar for my strengths...You are my HERO.
I have promised myself to saunter under the morning sun to see you every morning.
I will. Insya Allah.

He loves them II
Your first child is a chatterbox. Brightens up their life. Comes the 2nd child, she is a doll. Her porcelain beauty, sweet dimple is a pleasure to look at. But her presence has created lots of turmoil in your communion, due to the disability that comes with that beauty. You are at a indecisive juncture. She is going 4, no sign of speech, no sign of social interest, no sign of improving of growing. her walking gate it still at the minimal. And now, there's growing tumour in her brain that might be the cause of her developmental delay. The professionals are not GOD, they are just there to provide you with the living and non- living percentage. The decision lies in your hands and your loved ones. But you are forgetting that you plan and HE decides.

You have not been missing HIM. But HE is yearning for your undivided attention. You are one of the chosen ones that HE loves. Show HIM your loves, act on it. Insya Allah. HE will show you the lighted path. HE will aid you for better tomorrows.

These two souls have been chosen by HIM. And I am chosen by HIM to stay close both of them and to aid them with HIS blessings. Insya Allah.