HE wants my undivided attention.

Assalammualaykum Wr. Wb. Kt.

The awaiting month is here,
HE is waiting for us to be closed to him,
HE chained our enemies,
for us to attain HIS love.
But we HIS creations, still succumb to the devillish temptations.

Our enemies are chained,
but they are still smiling,
because we HIS creations,
still follow their paths without their lead.
Astagfighullah.

HIS love for me has been displayed in many ways. Allhamdulillah.
HE relinquished my moments of the communion,
NOT because HE loves me less,
but because HE loves me more,
HE wants my undivided attention.

When I have reached the ultimate capacity of loving HIM,
more than I could love HIS creation,
HE will fullfil my silent cry for the other needs.
Needs that will lead me to the lighted path.
Insya Allah.

HE is listening. I know HE does.
HE wants to see my sincerity.
HE wants to see the purity of my heart.
HE wants me to cleanse my heart, mind and soul.
When the cleansing has been done.
I will retain that happiness. Insya Allah.

Allah does not look at your look and body, rather he looks at your heart- Al Tirmidhi

- The day -
Today is the day...the day i thought my smile will bring you happiness.
The day joyous occasion should be celebrated with his blessing.
But my hope is not meant to be fullfilled today.
It may not be today...HE knows.
My absence will not make a difference to today's celebration.
I can only silently wish you for blissful and better days ahead of you.
May you find the happiness you are seeking.
You are a year older today. Allhamdulillah.
A growing man you are.
With hope your love for HIM grows and insya Allah you will see the sincerity.
Insya Allah.