Foolishly entertained...

I foolishly entertained myself and then foolishly "obliterate" my self. Kind of amusing myself with virtuality of it. If you are confused reading it. I am too. Thousand apologies~ the "belit" way or would I say the "vasantham central" way...:)

Today....
It was an 1 1/2 hours of adoringly admiring my little baldie, Angus. He knows my eyes was on him and he shyly asked for my attention. I kept rubbing his head, his "baldie". If I could pack you back to my homeland, I will...:). You little baldie..baldie...You're my little angel.

This little angel of mine, does not have a "healthy" childhood. But who am I to judge. He and his 8 years old, older brother, has been moving from one house to another...or would I say one man to another. As their mom, is a drinker, drug addict and etc.....I can't imagine how their future going to be, if there is no intervention. He is gorgeous and he is beautiful, will he be in this state...when he is a man. I hope and pray for someone to come and change his fate. How i wish it is me? How I wish ?...wishing and hoping.