Series of My life Chronicle: Lethargic (dated 8th July 2003)

This feeling has been growing...is it right for me to feel this way? Is it because of the stagnation of what I am doing or where I am right now? I believe one has to find his/her own drives...motivations...passions...or all the +++ in life :)...you can't expect others to "move you" as you know yourself BEST & others have better things to do. For me..still finding...

I have a great bunch of kids this year...my monyetz J. Somehow they are near normal yet the big A (autism) is still in them. Each of them has their own unique and distinct characters. Their sudden outbursts and ignorance that creates the amusing atmosphere in class...yeahhh they kept me going. It is amazing that behind their ignorance there are truths behind it.

One amusing incident or could I say "statement"...happened early this year when SARs is the topic of our conversation. Topic for the day in class: What is SARs? n all the blah..blah...blah about SARs. One of my charming kid...proudly stood up and said, "I know..I Know about SARs. My daddy said..."Cannot have sex with China girl.", and he walked around the class...finger pointing to his peers and said, "No sex...uh...No sex...". Gosh...was I suprised...or stunned by that statement. I was just trying to control the situation by "forcing" myself not to burst out laughing. Fortunately, the rest of his peers thought that he was saying, NO SARs...NO SARs...and they just responded...YESH NO SARs! WE NO SARs!. If they had gone home and informed their parents what has been shared…haha GOD knows what is going to happen. Don't say Leh...Don't say Lar...This SARvivor song has been my class anthem. How can i feel lethargic with a class of charmers like them?

Reminiscing the past is definitely a great way to feel refresh again...better days to come...insya Allah. My past has come not to torment me but probably to add the +++ in my life...who knows...only HE knows.